visits to his grave

just the other day i was thinking about how i dont spend much time at my sons grave and i think of that because when i am home i yearn to be there so much but ojfe i arrive i just decorate his resting place and i leave. i guess its one of those things u hate and love to do 

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Fathers day

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Birthday 6/2014

Today is my birthday and of course it's a sad day .. I will never get tired of saying how I remember my son Dominic wishing me a happy birthday .. see no matter how fucked up his day was or how tired he felt he knew how to love and always wholeheartedly always .. I love you ninis with all my heart and soul ... I wish u here with me just like back then when everything seemed ok... I HATE cancer ... it's so painful to breath while ur still not here. I went to get my knots massaged out yesterday and the lady there told me I will never see u again . But I refuse to believe that there's no way on this earth I will ever accept that never ...
This earth is not a better place and it never will because heaven is that place we wish this world was and all of our angels and true fighters have a party there everyday

So early

I just got home from work and my little girl is awake. She is currently going to sleep or trying to fall asleep. I am tired, but lately I Been feeling the Need to run away and I want to share it with u guys,..
I want to run away somewhere where no one knows me. Where I won't be noticed or remembered and Breath . Somewhere that the sun won't be so hot. Where I can feel the cool breeze and where the people are nice. I think I want to run away and never return to my
Normal life but that's impossible because no matter what I will always be me and I will always be a mother to an angel in a heaven

Lessons learned

My life has been full of mistakes and I am continuing to learn from my faults. My son Dominic is now been in heaven two years .. man that's too long and I miss him very much. He has taught me most of the lessons that I need to get thru this life and one day be able to see my self in his eyes once again. He taught me how to be brave and not give up do easily. Anything is possible to achieve if I really want it. How to love unconditionally how God does exist and no matter what he is always near me.