So early

I just got home from work and my little girl is awake. She is currently going to sleep or trying to fall asleep. I am tired, but lately I Been feeling the Need to run away and I want to share it with u guys,..
I want to run away somewhere where no one knows me. Where I won't be noticed or remembered and Breath . Somewhere that the sun won't be so hot. Where I can feel the cool breeze and where the people are nice. I think I want to run away and never return to my
Normal life but that's impossible because no matter what I will always be me and I will always be a mother to an angel in a heaven

Lessons learned

My life has been full of mistakes and I am continuing to learn from my faults. My son Dominic is now been in heaven two years .. man that's too long and I miss him very much. He has taught me most of the lessons that I need to get thru this life and one day be able to see my self in his eyes once again. He taught me how to be brave and not give up do easily. Anything is possible to achieve if I really want it. How to love unconditionally how God does exist and no matter what he is always near me.

Not fun times

This should be fun , or healing I should say .. I am a grieving parent who lost a child two years ago to stupid cancer. He was six at the time now he would have been a big ol 8 years old . My life is forever changed and my son is still very much important to me. No one can take away this love I feel for him nor the fact that he is my son ... I am a proud parent all my boys are special and unique and we all love each other. Dominic is my middle one and now I just have my oldest David and my lil one Daniel.